When psychedelics meet reality
Turns out, my psychedelic-enhanced experience was only the beginning. 🍄🍄
One of my biggest fears going in was that I would have a cool experience 🌟💫✨🌈🌟⭐️💫 but nothing would change - I wouldn't get the message.
Well, i got it - loud and clear as you'll hear in today's episode.
But there's always more.
I was told that the plant medicine would continue to work through me in the days and weeks and months to come.
And I would probably start to notice some changes. I was skeptical that this would be true but open to the possibility...
Well, this is week 2 after my shroom spectacular. 🍄🍄
And while some of my old patterns of insecurities THANKFULLY immediately dissipated, others came up SO HARD, it turned ME into its b*tch! 😱 ☠️
Old tapes of feeling like I'm too much or not good enough.
But then, I noticed something was different.
I had a different choice to make.
I could stop playing the victim. I could self-soothe without needing to have others fill my bottomless pit of external validation.
What I learned is that these next few weeks after the psychedelics are the most potent time to write a new story.
To reprogram the old tapes and create a healthier path.
It literally feels like a ripe opportunity to take the feelings and mold it like play-doh into something better. Something healthier.
In the meantime, it doesn't always feel great but I am so grateful to have new choices I just didn't realize were available.
I am truly excited about the possibilities of plant medicine as part of healing.
And if you want to hear the FULL lowdown on my psychedelic journey 🍄 🌈 🌟 , I publicly released it today!
Listen here:
xo,
Allison
P.S. Culturally, we've come a long way...but damn, I had no idea what it was like. This was really important to watch.
P.P.S. Talk about some daddy issues that took a wild turn. Only one episode in and 🪝 🪝 🪝
P.P.P.S. Looks like psychedelics could be legitimized sooner than we thought!
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